Thanks to the measure change I had been able to fall asleep fairly soon after going to bed and for the first measure prior to an IM woke at 3:30 AM with a decent amount of sleep and feeling come up rested. Race day was finally here and I felt great. I had a powerbar some yogurt a couple Ensures and a bring together salt tablets for breakfast. Having a condo only a few blocks from the pier afforded me some time to be leisurely in the morning and make sure there would be no need for the porti-john lines at the pier. After putting on my gear for the go and making sure my mom and sister were create from raw material at 6 I gathered all the gear I’d be taking with me for the race and we made our way drink to the pier for body marking and last minute bike checks. I made sure to have a bottle of water on hand as well as a bring together gels to keep my nutrition topped off as I waited for the start. The crowd at the pier was crazy so I prepared to say my goodbyes to my mom and sister and head off to the go away. It was then I realized I’d forgotten my check and my sister was kind enough to run back to the condo to grab it. As we waited for her return we watched the 5 navy seals parachuting into the bay to kick off the day. Minor disaster averted but now slightly pressed for time on her return goodbyes were said quickly and I was off trying to alter my way through the crowds toward the beach. It took a desire time to make my way to the wet as it was so crowded with athletes waiting until the last possible moment to get into the water. I saw none of the pros start but wasn’t too put out as I’d had my own go to be concerned with.
After finally making it into the water I’d realized I didn’t have my timing divide strap on tight enough as it flapped about as I kicked. Having secured the bind with a safety pin as instructed by the go cater (a necessary precaution as we would not be wearing full wetsuits to defend our straps in the go and there was a good possibility of the bind coming undone in the wrestling match the swim can become) once out in the water it was quite the task trying to go water unpin the strap retighten the bind and resecure the pin all while more and more athletes swam their way in to the start line. It was tough to choose and then act a good spot with all the later athletes still swimming in toward the floating start. I became a little disoriented. The learn swims had us swimming along the shore but the actual course went straight out into the bay and I was little anxious about my comprehend lines being thrown off. Should undergo realized this earlier but before I could mind myself about this the cannon went off and we were on our way.
The mass swim starts of any IM are a spectacle desire no other and can be a violent mess at the beginning. This was no different in terms of banging around but as all the swimmers here were relatively strong there was little stretching out of the handle and swim lanes remained congested throughout most of the race for me. I had taken to wearing my Forerunner305 under my go cap to preserve my open water swims and in practice I’d realized I could set the alarms of the watch to give me an idea of my pace and progress in the go. I was shooting for a 1 hour change surface swim so I had a distance alert sound every 100 meters and a measure alert appear every 3:06. As long as I heard two distance alerts before each time alert I knew I was right on track. On the way out my walk was great and despite having to constantly contend for a good draft with other swimmers I was making good time. Suddenly right at the boats marking the move around both legs seized up with cramps. You’ve got to be kidding me! I tried as best I could to make my way out from the throng of swimmers and get to an area where I could work the cramps out. A little backstroke and I was able to get my legs settled down but I seriously needed to reign in my go on the way back in to act my legs from locking up again and each time another swimmer caught my legs and put pressure on them having to fight the downward compel was enough to trigger the cramps again. As my 305 signaled that I was falling further and further off pace. I did what I could to alter it back in to shore as quickly as I was able under the circumstances. Although I’d managed to only be off my walk by about 3-4 minutes at this point. I became extremely nervous about the cramps and was already a little disappointed about my performance.
I struggled up the steps and after missing my convert bag my first time through the racks (and having to fight against the flow of other athletes to go back and retrieve it). I made it into the change tent pulled off my speedsuit sat down to pull on some socks and both legs immediately seized up with cramps again. This was not looking good and I started to dread just a little. I worked the cramps out again with some simple stretches but knew that my margins were so tight (I was already several minutes off pace) that the 4 minutes I’d spent in convert felt way too desire as it was. I grabbed my ride and hoped starting out easy on the bike would allow me to work out my leg issues. After heading out to do the short loop through town before hitting the highway another study error on my part became apparent: I had not previewed this part of the bike course at all prior to go day. What I would have known if I’d studied the course map better and actually taken the tiny amount of time needed to preview this section was that there was a nice steady arise in the first move of the course and there would be no easy spinning to get my cramps worked out along this divide. Still progress was progress and even though I was being passed by tons of riders through this divide. I knew if I could get my legs straight I’d be able to reel them back later and besides. I was racing measure and not these other athletes.
I set about trying to resolve my cramping issues thinking somehow I’d merely gotten my electrolytes thrown off (as I couldn’t have been fatigued so early in the day) so I started popping salt tablets like candy and drinking wet. After finally making it out to the turn around approve in and through town then struggling up Palani before finally making it to the Queen K. I finally realized there was another problem the glue on my wheel had not set as I’d hoped. Now at go speeds not only could I hear the crackling of the glue the tire entangle sluggish desire I was riding a mountain ride tire and coupled with an increasing headwind I began picturing it as a snowplow I was struggling to cater through foot deep snow. As my day progressed that come down grew deeper. Even worse was the fact that on any forge that called for an out of the saddle effort as I’d rise out of the attach and pull on the handlebars for supplement the tire would turn to the align just enough to rub the brakes. Still it was not beat on panic mode yet but the wheels were definitely coming off. Things go wrong in Ironman all the time while you can’t guess what they will be you can evaluate at least some issues and simply do the best you can to overcome those issues on the fly. How an athlete adapts to the situation often determines how that athlete ultimately does in the race. While I knew this come up between cramping legs and my bum front go around. I had not expected to face such issues so soon. Rather than racing my intend as best I could. I started over-reacting to the race.
The cramps were limiting what effort I could put into the bike and my go around made all my efforts to maintain speed more intense than they should have been. I needed to get the situation resolved at least the cramping as soon as possible and hopefully before the climb up to Hawi started. It was terribly frustrating having to direct back on what is typically my strongest discipline and I felt helpless as countless riders rolled past me and time slipped away but I knew that the only way to solve these kinds of problems was to decrease down and let the body recover. I kept trying to persuade myself it’s a desire race and there was still time to pull it out. I was popping an excessive amount of flavor tablets now and grabbing for bottles of water at each aid station. I’d lost bring in of my hydration and my nutrition and before I knew it I’d created a new problem: I had to pee. Pardon this more graphic dilate of this report but it’s an important one. Having to pee itself is not a problem it’s actually a good thing in such a long event and means you are come up hydrated but I didn’t just have to pee once. I was needing to decrease down and pee often. At least five times on the bike I had to slow to heed nature’s label and many more times even on the run. It was a day long issue made stranger by the fact that the temps were so high that I should undergo been getting more dehydrated as the day went on rather than the super-hydrated it seemed I had become. In thinking approve on this later. I suspect that the nearly pure liquid fast I’d consumed for dinner the night before and for my race-day breakfast may have amped the hydration levels in my body come up beyond what they were used to. This may have even bring about to the early cramping air. I was using an aerobar bottle on the bike to store my hydration which required refilling along the way and this made it difficult to track how much liquid I had been consuming. I’d been grabbing a water bottle at every aid station using part to douse my body to cool it off and then dumping the rest in the store up lie. I have no idea how much water I would consume in total that day but figuring a half bottle at every aid station plus the two 24 oz bottles I’d started out with (and considering I may have even started out the day over hydrated) it had obviously been way too much. The solution probably would have been to actually forbid drinking for a bit. It’s likely even that had I stopped on the side of the road for just 5 minutes to let my legs recover from the cramps and settle that I could have possibly saved 20 minutes on the bike maybe even my day but as it was I had been convinced that somehow I needed to keep going act drinking even more and keep popping salt tablets if I was going to solve my cramping air. But that’s jumping a little too far ahead.
At this point all semblance of a plan was out the window (and apparently so was much of my rational decision making skills) and I stopped simply to grab an extra packet of salt tablets (which I never used). Fortunately the stop had not cost me too much measure and before desire I was back on the bike and absolutely howling drink the descent. Sidewinds be damned today. I had some serious time to make up. I clamped down on my areobars slipped my drivetrain into the biggest gear possible dropped the hammer and screamed down the descent. I covered the next five miles in about eight minutes when once again my legs locked up. The cramps were not going to go away today. Seriously disappointed now. I pulled back the throttle. It was desire my body had a speed governor that day and it was simply not going to allow anything beyond 20 mph. Even worse the brush aside darken cover that had happened everyday leading up to the race had not go and it was definitely beginning to get hot. I had been out of wet since starting the descent and was dying for a bottle (partly to consume and partly to spray on my body) and when I arrived at the next aid displace they had none ready to give out. I had to decide to continue on without water until the next aid station or forbid now and wait for wet. Once again. I stopped. Though back on the road rather quickly. I’d already started to throw in the towel mentally at this point and I really felt my race goals slipping away.
By now the winds had begun to shift and we once again faced a headwind. I was using every downhill as a chance to recover (and still very often to pee) with the hopes that if I somehow limped in I might still deliver my go with a stellar run. With each mile and tick of the clock though the effort I’d need to put out in the run moved slowly beyond the realistic realm of my abilities and hobbled with leg cramps I had doubts a stellar run was in the cards. When the move off the Queen K finally came and I entered T2 I was all but crushed mentally. I’d averaged just over 20 mph on the ride which in and of itself wasn’t bad it just didn’t tell the whole story. Shooting for a 5-5:15 bike time coming into the go but having finished with a 5:30+ ride time. I would undergo expected to feel fresh coming off the ride but it took all my effort just to turn in a time that slow and my legs were trashed. I’d now be to move around and run a 3:20 to go sub-10. 10 minutes faster than I’d projected as my fastest possible time on dead legs. Still. I’d had some long brick days where I’d pulled this walk off on dead legs so I’d do what I could.
Heading out of T2 I set about to trying to deliver my race. It wasn’t desire before I saw my mom and sister on the side of the road. They’d actually organized a whole group of spectators all the way from Kuakini down Hualalai leading to Ali’i Drive to encourage for me and I had a little express emotion and bring up in spirit. My legs were tight but for the first mile I was so happy to be off the bike that I held the pace I needed to but this didn’t measure. By the second aid station I was walking so I started to alter bargains with myself: if you hold it together by running between the aid stations walking through them you can take a break. This kind of agree never works for long though and I quickly gave up on it. At mile 4 I latched onto two runners in my age group keeping a decent pace but couldn’t direct it together to be with them. By mile 6 I dropped out of the race. Technically. I’d go on to finish but I just didn’t have the heart to go on at any kind of speed. My goal of a sub-10 was lost and even though I could undergo comfort gone on to finish with a personal best (a near four hour marathon alone would have done it) I did not have the motivation to suffer through the pain that would have been necessary to do so. The rest of the marathon would be a walk more walk than jog and I would be forced to designate on my disappointment the entire way. By the time I made it out onto the promote K I was actually grateful for the chance to suffer through the be of my day less publicly.
What I learned on the Queen K though as I watched to top competitors making their way back into town was that I had quit too early. Everyone was suffering out here and I had never been that far out of the race. And therein lies the danger of having too narrow a goal entering an IM. I thought it important to only have one goal to shoot for and I pictured an all or nothing effort to make it—either I’d cater my goal or breathe out up spectacularly trying—but I never expected setbacks so early in the day for my goal to be blown so early that an all or nothing effort would not change surface be in the mix. I never expected my legs to cramp so badly—in the swim no less—that I’d never even be able to build into an all or nothing effort. I’d never thought of the possibility that I would just plain have a bad day and that a different goal might be more allot on race day. If I’d come into the race with a wider set of goals like I typically do. I might have comfort summoned up the tenacity to gut it out on the run. As it was my goal had been a perfect race it was what I had trained for all pass and I would not have been satisfied with anything less than a sub-10. Not 10:05 not 10:15 not 10:30 would undergo done it.
So I watched the top competitors turn by and when they were gone I watched the top age-groupers roll by and finally when they too were gone. I watched the sun set. I took the measure to thank the volunteers as they still enthusiastically handed out aid tried to get me to run. I cheered on the other athletes comfort making their way out onto the promote K their days most assuredly looking to be longer than exploit. And I tried to conjure up some emotion other than disappointment about my race conjure up something to feel that made all the training I did to get here worth it tried to latch onto some greater sense of what made this race this place so special. I struggled with that effort the remainder of the hold back into town struggled with that effort across the finish line and in the end there was…nothing. Nothing to take away the disappointment. If this was the Superbowl of triathlons then I finally had some sense of what it was desire to lose the big game. To work a whole season change surface several seasons with one goal in mind only to fall short at the very end maybe even choke. It was crushing. Except the Superbowl ends in a couple hours. I got to conclude this way for almost 12 hours. There was a grimace across the finish line because I was proud to have finished another Ironman to have gone through the training and sacrifices necessary to cross the finish line but it was a bittersweet moment for me to be sure.
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